I feel light today
Light like a floaty in a ray of sunshine that pours past the curtains.
I feel good...like really good.
Euphoric
Things are making sense and falling into place
I have never felt this way before but this is a feeling that I do not want to let go of.
I can attribute my feeling to several things that have happened recently:
1. I learned how to say no without feeling bad about it or regretting it
2. I learned, and am still learning, how to set boundaries
3. I learned how to get myself back from the mess I lost myself in
4. I learned to empathize
5. I learned how to see things from another point of view
6. I learned that the person I have spent the last 6 years of my life with truly loves me, especially during the times when I havent loved myself.
Knowing this has truly warmed my heart
I have taken several steps to get to this feeling but I never expected it to be so grand. My journey is far from over but is already worth it. There is no doubt in my mind that I will continue digging deep within myself, confronting myself, challenging myself and accepting myself as I have been doing recently.
I think this is the closet to freedom that I have ever been
Title of post is from "The Cave" by Mumford and Sons
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